Almost

Crackling and burning,

The flames pull me in

And I almost

Forget 

the biting cold in my toes.

My classmates and friends

Talking and laughing.

I can almost

Forget

The mask constricting my face.

The familiarity of burned marshmallows

And sticky fingers,

I can almost

Forget 

The weight of lives

And the stress

To protect 

From an invisible killer.

We line up to take a photo,

Falling through the crust

And I can almost

Forget

This new constricted feeling in my chest

of being near 

too many people.

Suddenly

The birds in the distance

Remind me

Of spring.

And I realize I’ve almost

Forgotten 

That life goes on,

And in time

Things will be back to normal

And we can

Forget

This year we lost.

But for me it isn’t entirely

Lost.

I stood by a crackling and burning fire,

Ate a s’more,

And took a picture with my friends.

Maybe this fire isn’t

The same as all the other fires.

But it started as a match,

burned up the scavenged kindling,

And a spare runaway newspaper.

It came from wood split by an axe

And drowned everyone in smoke.

Some things have changed,

But fire 

is fire,

is fire.

And that I won’t

forget.

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